Louis Tomlinson has spoken out for the first time since his sister Félicité Tomlinson’s death one month ago. The devastated singer used social media to send a special message to his fans amid their support during his time of need.
“Just wanted to thank everyone for their lovely words over the past couple of weeks. Back in the studio today to vocal something I wrote a few months ago. Sending you all loads of love x,” the singer Tweeted.
On March 13th, the Tomlinson family was rocked to its core when 18-year-old Félicité was found dead in her apartment in London. The Metropolitan Police Service told E! News that police were called by London Ambulance Service early in the morning.
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Words don’t even begin to describe how shocked and broken hearted we all are. You were my best friend, sister, motivator and person that could make me laugh until I cried. I’m lost without you and the thought of never seeing you again scares me like you wouldn’t believe. I will love you forever and ever and you and mama will have a place in my heart until the day I die. Please tell me your watching over us and that you will always remember the way we all laughed together. Our memories will stay with me forever. We made so many. I remember me, Dais, Lotts and you all sleeping in the same room on two bunk beds and we’d chat all night about random things that made us giggle. You were the best at story telling. Mummy needed you and you desperately needed her. I’m so glad your together now and she has you to rub her feet in heaven like you used to. I pray that you’re in a better place now. We love you like you wouldn’t believe. Fly high my beautiful sister 👼🏼
Félicité was in cardiac arrest when emergency workers arrived on the scene. A rep for the One Direction singer later confirmed to US Weekly that his younger sister did die of a heart attack.
Although this is the first time Louis has spoken out since Félicité’s shocking death, his sisters shared a tribute to her on social media a week after she passed away. 14-year-old twins, Daisy and Phoebe, each shared a heartfelt message about their older sister on Instagram. Their posts were full of love, sadness, respect and pure emotion as they praise not only their sibling but the young woman, they both referred to as a best friend.
The entire Tomlinson family is very close, especially after losing their mother Johannah Deakin to leukemia two years ago in March. Phoebe ended her tribute to her sister by merely stating she thought their mother needed her more than they did. She also expressed how it made her feel at peace knowing Félicité and Johannah were together again.
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this is the fourth time I’ve tried to write this. No words will come close to explaining how broken I am, once again. My precious sister. My heart is bleeding. I keep imagining and praying they have the wrong person. Not my sister, my best friend. it was only a few weeks ago that we were sat on the sofa bed at 3am drinking tea, eating French fries and chatting about the future. You told me about all your plans. We were excited. I pushed you away when you tried cuddling me, I thought I would have so many more chances to do that. I would cuddle you a million times over if you were still here, with me. Protecting me from this cruel world. I can still feel your arms wrapping around my waist and your lips kissing my head. I can hear your voice. I want to hold you, keep you safe. Tell you how much you meant to me and how much I adored you. I’m frightened without you. You’ve left me feeling alone. Mama needed you. i hope you are happier up there with her. make sure you don’t forget about us. keep us in your conversations. i have two angels now, watching over me. i can’t wait to make you both so proud of me.
Louis Tomlinson is a private person. He did not speak out when his mother or sister passed away. Instead, the 27-year-old chooses to channel his emotions into his music. He has not yet released a song regarding Félicité. The singer likely will since he did as a way of dealing with the pain over losing Johannah.
The song Two of Us was released two weeks after his younger sisters shocking death. It is full of honesty and emotion.
“You’ll never know how much I miss you/The day that they took you, I wish it was me instead. But you once told me don’t give up/You can do it day by day/And diamonds they don’t turn to dust or fade away,” Louis sings in part of the song.